I Miss You (2)

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

I Miss You (1)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare

The shadow in the background of the morgue

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want

Where you can always find me

We'll have Halloween on Christmas

And in the night we'll wish this never ends

We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted

Webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight

Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

i'm glad to know these people,i'm glad i'm work with these people :)

if this is the end of the world,let's make it fast

it started it started
the disaster coming to us
its sucked when they comin
the only thing that we can do is pray
hold your pens
and be calm like a mountain
even the warden watching us

nothin to worry
you won't be sorry
just write the first things that show on your mind
/then let the good time roll

reff:
it can't be the end
but i hope it will be end
as soon as possible
i wanna see her face right after this

i finish it all/
all of this sheet
i circle it,cross it
at last i fill all the paper
i'll do my best to put a line
on my parents face
let's do it

Lyrics by. me and Yossi

what are we doing,actually?

i'm happy

don't you?

glad to hear that you were happy too

but i need more than happines

no,it's not double or triple happines

it's not me,it's you

a bond that'll put a smile under our nose

hey,don't you think that we've got deep and deeper each and everytime we meet?

 glad to know that you were mine

well,literally not ......

soon

Goodnight,Goodnight

It's not enough to hear me say you've won
You only wanted me for having fun
But now I think you've gone and had your way
And left me with a pile of bills to pay
I can't even rewind the tape machine
To listen to your drunken reasoning
So here it is - your final lullaby

Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So Goodnight

I've given up on social niceties
I threw 'em out when I threw out your keys
Along with all your records I can't stand
You never even listen to any one of them
You're never gonna drag me out again
With all the people that were never ever even your friends
So here it is - your final lullaby

Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So goodnight

A little bit of rain I'd say is fair
But when it starts to thunder they all stare
This isn't goodnight, this is goodbye...

So goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
Goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life

Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So Goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So goodnight

gengALUS

ROTFL!!!! :))))

setelah semalem (17/01/2010) saya dan teman2 gengALUS nonton paranormal activity 2 (yang membuat Yossi,Arya dan Mikdad ketakutan setengah mati), Tadi pagi (18/01/2010) temen se"gengALUS"an saya,Danniar mengirim video yang katanya serem banget,sampe dibahas di seputar Indonesia RCTI.
dan saya langsung heran,kok bisa video gitu masuk seputar Indonesia???
 -_-a

silahkan anda nonton sendiri videonya:


bahkan sepupu saya yang masih SD bisa bikin video serupa dengan potongan video yang lebih rapi :D.
dan saya pun iseng bikin video penampakan juga
dengan harapan bisa masuk tv juga :D





see!?
my "home-made" video is better,right?

Birthday Greeting from my nephew :)

it's kinda late i post this thing :p
i want to show you guys about my nephew
his name was Vishal,4 years old
and since he was born,he was lived in Australia
that's why his bahasa Indonesia is a lil'bit "strange"
but my sister(his mom) keep teach him bahasa Indonesia



how cute was it? :D

i hope they didn't seriously cancel their show :(

December 26th, '04.
Dan's dad dropping of the van for the Make Move Tour.
We're meeting up soon with The Warriors.
We're losing money and our lunches on the jeans Matt wore
To the first show. We're on the road.

May 22nd, '06.
Zoli just tried to ignite a Roman candle stick.
We're troubling the stateside with CIS.
A full blown assault on the whole U.S.
Take on the world, and see it all.

Even as we get older
We can do it all over.
Make our own plans and score the music to our own lives.
Looking into the future,
There is more room to move here.
Invincible as we score the music to our own lives.

And dreams lived all throughout '07.
EU kinships with No Trigger begin.
Anticipating the fall with New Found.
Awe struck by GB in Berlin.
And sometimes snacksidents will happen,
And it's so hard to keep your razzberry cool.
"Hey, I'm in Georgia with Fireworks and Justin K.
We're all in a holding cell but somehow Baloni got away."
"I'm just trying to get my smoothie on, dawg."

Even as we get older
We can do it all over.
Make our own plans and score the music to our own lives.
Looking into the future,
There is more room to move here.
Invincible as we score the music to our own lives.

Now we gotta react, we gotta think fast.
Side bust wits leave us delirious.
Outspoken hearts, restless as sharks. My life, my pride.
Save me the daylight, Bring me home, It's OK cause
My way has only got to work for me.
I'm trying my hardest to make the most of every minute.
Time flies. And the top of the world is calling.
Time grabs me by the shoulders.
We're holding on.

I remember the time we were on our first tour.
We were out in Texas...

Even as we get older
We can do it all over.
Make our own plans and score the music to our own lives.
Looking into the future,
There is more room to move here.
Invincible as we score the music to our own lives.
Score the music to our own lives

 

By.Set Your Goals

HELL!!!!!!

 

5 more days left before the show

and they cancel it

SUCH A MESS IN MY ASS!!!

AAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!

the reason why i write this,is the reason why i ask you

few hours ago
i've lost another chance
i should have said it but,
i need to re-arrange my words so,
don't forget to check your belonging dear
i hate to blame myself over you

well i hope my watchs stop ticking
so i didn't have to worry bout anything at all
all i need just a few minutes left to say
and pray for my own luck

you don't need stare at me baby
just listen my voice so clearly
can we just skip it?
so we don't need to act this way anymore

skip it while you read it

There are many things that I would  like to say to you  
But I don't know how. . . 

i want this shoes so f*cking bad

The Cure - Love Song

the sweetest love song 
robert smith should join tim burton in a movie about the cure
seriously :D

it's complicated

Here we go again, another night of being bummed.
I'll keep to myself, avoid the sun,
And cancel plans with everyone I know.
Cause this is how it always ends:
Our bond will break cause you can’t relate
To anyone, to anything at all.

You brought your worst and I’m right here.
Now I've seen it all, and it's never been so clear.

You’re not the person that I knew back then.
It’s all too late to set things straight cause everything has been.
You’re not the person that I knew back then.
Let's try and act like this didn’t happen.
Move on with your friends like you ever had them.

You still know me, still not cut out for this sort of thing.
Never one to be caught in between,
I need constant reminders of everything.
So what? It’s who I am, but I think I've played it off so well.
I just hold it in, no matter how I’ve been,
So nobody, nobody can tell.

You brought your worst and I’m right here.
Now I've seen it all, and it's never been so clear.

You’re not the person that I knew back then.
It’s all too late to set things straight cause everything has been.
You’re not the person that I knew back then.
Let's try and act like this didn’t happen.
Move on with your friends like you ever had them.

I won’t sleep till the break of dawn (break of dawn)
I can't let our problems find me here, so everybody come on

By.A Day To Remember

There is a light that never goes out

"To die by Your side,such a heavenly way to die"

this is not a test,this is not a joke

1,2,3,4

"Nembak cewek itu seru. Tapi, juga banyak hambatannya. Salah-salah, gebetan bisa melayang. Tigapuluh menit udah lebih dari cukup. Nggak percaya?

Nembak cewek tuh saat yang paling nyebelin sekaligus berkesan. Abis, kita kan nggak bisa nebak reaksinya bakal kayak gimana. Nerima atau nolak. Teriak kegirangan, senyum-senyum penuh makna, atau malah ngetawain. Wuah, pusiiing! Makanya pantes deh kalo beberapa dari kita jadi suka gentar pas mau nyatain cinta ke gebetan.

Padahal sih sebenernya nervous tuh wajar lho. Namanya juga ngadepin momen bersejarah, siapa juga bakal deg-degan. Ngaku deh, elo-elo yang mengklaim diri gampang nyatain cinta juga tetap ngerasa nervous kan waktu berhadapan sama doi? Cuma aja nervous ini emang nggak boleh "dipelihara", entar malah mengacaukan acara.

Biar nggak kelamaan trus malah jadi basi atau garing, dan elonya salting sendiri, kemakan sama deg-degan gara-gara nervous, prosesnya tembak menembak ini nggak boleh lebih dari setengah jam!

Nggak boleh kurang juga. Soalnya, ehm, nggak bakalan berkesan juga dong ah!

Nah, biar tambah paten, waktu yang setengah jam itu juga kudu dibagi-bagi lagi. Kalo perlu, malah menit per menit. Gimana pembagiannya?

5 Menit Pertama
Penampilan, bro! Dari ujung rambut sampe ujung kaki. Udah rapi belum, udah wangi belum? Ini penting, soalnya di mana-mana kesan pertama tuh didapet dari penampilan.

Makanya jangan sampe tuh baju yang dipake nggak matching atau kumel dan lusuh. Doi bisa males ngeliat lo. Apalagi kalo ditambah aroma badan yang nggak sedap plus bau mulut, wuah…elo belum ngomong apa-apa gebetan udah ilfil duluan!

Tapi nggak usah kerapian dan terlalu wangi juga sih. Sampe pake kemeja tangan panjang, dasi, sama jas segala, terus nyemprotin minyak wangi disekujur tubuh misalnya. Mau nembak, apa mau ngelamar kerjaan, mas?

5 menit berikutnya
Perhatiin gerakan tubuh! Jangaaan…sampe elo melakukan gerakan-gerakan yang mengisyaratkan kalo elo lagi nervous. Kayak ngutak-ngatik zippo, ngetuk-ngetuk meja, ngegoyang-goyangin kaki, de el el. Entar ketauan kalo lo deg-degan. Tengsin, jack, bisa-bisa diketawain nanti!

Tapi jangan juga bersikap sok pede. Duduk tegap kayak arca, ngebusungin dada, menatap sambil ngangkat dagu, de es be. Kesannya sengak banget tuh. Cowok aja bete ngeliat cowok begitu, apalagi cewek. Asal lo tau, cewek itu mendambakan cowok yang ramah dan hangat. Nah, kalo begitu ngeliat gerakan tubuh lo dia langsung narik kesimpulan elo nggak asik, gimana?

10 menit ke depan
Elo mesti merhatiin obrolan. Lha ini, nggak gampang nih. Obrolan "pembuka" ini tujuannya bukan cuma mencairkan ketegangan, tapi juga kalo bisa mengakrabkan elo dan gebetan. Makanya dari mulai pemilihan topik sampe kata-kata harus diperhatiin bener.

Bagusnya sih elo nyari bahan obrolan yang dimengerti sama elo berdua, biar nggak disconnect di tengah jalan. Lebih asik lagi kalo bahan obrolan lo itu bukan sesuatu yang berat-berat, yang full jokes aja lah. Biar bisa ketawa-ketawa dan bikin dia nyubit-nyubit gemes gitu…Auw!

O iya jack, elo juga mesti jagain mulut lo supaya nggak kelepasan make kata-kata kotor atau katro, kayak yang biasa dipake pas ngobrol bareng anak-anak. Soalnya kalo lo kelepasan, wuah…bisa minus nanti nilai lo di depan dia.

10 most crucial minutes
Ini dia momen bersejarah yang ditunggu-tunggu. Jack, ngelewatin sepuluh menit terakhir ini bikin jantung serasa mau copot. Pikiran juga pasti penuh sama hapalan kata-kata manis yang bakal jadi senjata buat menaklukkan dia. Biar rada ketolong, coba kita perinci lagi trik-triknya.

1 menit pertama, atur nafas. Biar lebih tenang, jack.
2 menit berikutnya, tatap matanya dalem-dalem (taela…sumur kali dalem!).
3 menit selanjutnya, pegang tangannya dengan penuh perasaan. Usap-usap dan rasakan kelembutannya.
5 menit kemudian, tembaaak! "I love you. Kamu mau nggak jadi pacarku?" Hehehe… To the point aja ngomongnya, nggak usah pake ngegombal segala. Bilang mata kamu indah lah, kamu cantik lah, huh, jurus kayak gini sih cupu berat! Lagian, kalo lo kebanyakan ngerayu, tembakan lo malah nggak ngegigit. Udah keburu basi!

Oya. Selama persiapan sampe gongnya, yang paling penting buat diinget adalah:

Yang nervous tuh bukan lo doang! Lo kan nggak tau kalo target lo itu juga kebat-kebit hatinya? Makanya, biar pembicaraan lebih bisa mengalir, anggap aja kalo doi tuh sama posisinya sama elo. Sama-sama deg-degan!

Nah, kalo gongnya udah keluar, selanjutnya tinggal tunggu aja jawaban dari dia. Selama nunggu jangan berhenti berdoa, biar hatinya tergetar… Sip?"
-Courtsey of Kaskus

well,buat siapapun yang nulis tips diatas:
Thank you :D

this is what you get,when you let your heart win

OMG I'VE JUST BURNED MY HEAD!!!

11-1-11

I spend my birthday in a mall from 10 to 10
we eat like a pig,play like a kid
here's some pict from my birthday party :D

it's Me,Bocil,Yossi,Sandy and Arya
(p.s that was the first time ever for me taking a picture inside that box,it's too silly for me by the way :D)

my list of "things to do at 19"

6.rilis EP atau full album juga boleh (LoserPants,Another Day In Paradise,May Our Sunday)

5.masuk HI UNAIR

4.bikin GengAlus lebih solid lagi,lebih besar lagi :D

3.Overcast Industries Sukses

2.make YOU mine :p

1.Membahagiakan Orang Tua,membanggakan Keluarga

AMIN

well......

i will never end up like him :D

(//_0)

well,thanks to myself :,)

GIMME SOME PAW!!!

(Your Call)

yup,kemarin (9/01/10) band emo,lebih cocok disebut galau "SECONDHAND SERENADE" menyambangi kota Surabaya.karena jarang-jarang ada artis luar dateng ke Surabaya dan ada suatu dorongan yang membuat saya ingin sekali datang :p.
berangkat dari rumah sekitar jam 1 siang(padahal bandnya aja baru maen jam 9an malem lho -_-") jemput seseorang dulu(sebut saja bocil).ya perjalan cukup pelik,banyak hambatan tapi seperti kata pepatah"bersakit-sakit dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian" hahaha.perjalan yang seharusnya mungkin cuman 5-7 menit jadi agak ke-delay akibat cuaca buruk dan ban bocor(yang penting bukan keabisan bensin kaya salah satu oknum temen saya :p).yup singkat cerita setelah mengatasi semua masalah tersebuat secara cepat dan efisien langsung deh menuju TKP nukerin karcis,eh tiket.
nah abis nukerin tiket sekitaran jam 4 sore,ngga mungkin nungguin disitu dong,mas-mas nya aja masih masangin baliho,masangin pager,secondhandnya juga masih leha-leha kali.jadi inisitaif lah kita ke Tunjungan Plasa huahahaha.nah di TP bertemulah dengan teman2 dari geng alus Arya dan Yossi yang seperti sedang arisan gay di foodcourt.setelah ngobrol ngalur kidul ngga jelas dengan mereka,saya dan bocil berangkat deh karena ngeliat jam udah jam 18.00 dan di tiket acaranya mulai jam 19.00) si bocil nantangin jalan kaki dari TP ke lokasi konser yang,yah bisa dibilang lumayan deketlah :D.oke tantangan diterima let's take a lil' walk,biar sehat.
nah begitu sampe tkp,lah kok masih sepi -_-",masih longgar2 tanpa antrian dan si bocil kebelet pipis seperti layaknya anak sd yang imut-imut hahahaha.langsunglah bergegas menuju WC yang berada di toko buku tepat diatas arena konser.abis itu kita baca2 majalah dulu lah membunuh waktu dikit,sambil keliling2 ngiterin gramedia kaya orang gila tertawa berdua :).
udah mulai bosen kita turun deh masuk ke venue dengan menggebu-gebu hap! hap!.di dalem masih sepi,orang-orang udah pada ngetem tempat kaya angkot di barisan paling depan.di venue bertemulah dengan koko bram dengan teman-temannya.bocil yang kecil imut-imut kaya jono(fyi.jono adalah nama kelonci peliharaan bocil) takut ngga keliatan kalo dibelakang hahahaha.jadi kita menerobos masuk dan yes dapet paling depan.
sekitaran jam 9an si vokalis secondhand udah keliatan tuh lagi nyetem-nyetemin gitar2nya di pinggir stage,cewe sebelah saya (kebetulan ada sekitar 5 orang) teriak kenceng seakan-akan tenggorokannya dipakein efek distorsi dan delay secara bersamaan,dan saya butuh ke THT nih periksa -_-".abis bendiri,duduk,berdiri lagi,duduk lagi,berdiri lagi,jongkok bentar,duduk bentar,berdiri lagi barulah si secondhandnya on stage dan langsung nyanyi tanpa babibu.ya mereka bawain lagu banyak banget deh,si bocil yang ngakunya "mantan" anak galu penikmat secondhand denga fasih menyanyikan lagu-lagunya,sementara saya ngantuk dan ya dari semua lagu yang dibawain cuman 3 lagu yang ngerti,dari 3 lagu itupun satu lagu mereka bawain Fix You-nya Coldplay yang Alhamdulillah apal jadi bisa sing-a-long hahaha.2 lagu secondhand yang tau dan apal cuman fall for you ama your call.
ya sebenernya konsernya so sweet sih,tapi kurang greget :D.abis konser bocil keabisan suara,ya dia apal semua lagunya sih :p jalan kakilah kita ke perkiran TP dan ya nyari sesuatu untuk dimasukan ke perut.bocil inisiatif ngajak makan soto lamongan yang "UEEENAAKKK BANGET KAMU MBON" katanya.ya karena "UEEENAAKKK BANGET KAMU MBON" itu saya jadi tertarik pingin nyicipi tapi naas,ternyata sudah tutup dan keliling lagi deh bertemulah dengan tukang soto lagi yang rasa sotonya hambar,untung ada kecap :D.lagi asik makan eh lha kok ada manggil dan ternyata sosok yang memanggil adalah om Dhito (manager band saya May Our Sunday).setelah ngobrol-makan-ngobrol bocil ngajak pulang,yasudahlah kita pulang.
bocil yang dikasi jam malem sama orang tuanya sampe jam 12 malem ditelpon sama bapaknya,karena waktu itu udah jam 12 lebih 10 menit.dengan sedikit ngebut ala lorenzo sampe deh di depan gang bocil.dan mungkin kalo di ngga keburu-buru karena ditelpon bapaknya i'll use that chance,but i believe i'll get another chance as soon as possible :D

well hanya ada satu line dari secondhand yang so sweet banget menurut saya
"Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine"


satu-satunya lagu secondhand serenade yang apal dari awal sampe akhir liriknya :D


Ps.konsernya Temper Trap lebih keren sih hahaha no offense :p

my 2nd family

half of my heart belong to this :D
check them HERE

i am musician,i'll turn you into a song,what's wrong?

"You got the wrong guy. I'm the Dude, man"
lyrics by.Me
music by.Everyone in the band

right now
what are you waiting?
let's go
i wouldn't stop singing
next time you meet me waiting
so sorry girl i'm leaving

why don't
you stop asking
when girl,
nobody's listening
i know you'll meet me waiting
so sorry girl i'm leaving

bridge:
all the things that you have done to me
forget it girl (i just don't care)
all the things that you have done

reff:
there's something wrong
i just wanna get it out
let's dumb it
i even doesn't want it to start

it's not fair
you are the only one who want
it sucks when
can't get this feeling out